But I find that I'm too old to know everything.
When I was little, I understood everything.'
Everything had purpose.
Everything had meaning.
Everything had beauty.
Now, shit is random.
Now, shit is pointless.
Now, shit is ugly.
When I was five, I could explain to you how people fall in love and what happens to you after you die.
Now that I'm fifteen, that's what I'm trying to comprehend.
They say that a free life only exists while you're young.
But now that I'm older, I'm have all the liberties I could ask for.
When I was little, there were rules.
Every action required permission.
Every scenario had rules.
Every moment contained worry of disapproval.
Now, I decide what's wrong and right.
Now, I can choose what I shouldn't do.
Now, I don't have to worry about always doing the right thing.
Earlier, my life was listening.
Presently, my life is full of learning.
When I was five, I looked before I crossed the street.
Now that I'm fifteen, I run into roads and learn how to doge the speeding cars.
Little - intelligent and bound.
Old - stupid and unrestricted.
