I think that in reality, people will always only be remembered for one thing. No matter how great of a person, or how many great things they did, their life will always be summed up by one thing. I find that very horrible, and I know some people may try to argue it. But ask yourself, what did George Washington do? What did Einstein do? What did Jesus do? One thing sprang to your mind for each of these people. You had to struggle to think of other things, and you may have succeeded, but in the end, I hope that showed you that a person is always tied to one thing. They can't escape it. No one can. But what we all can do, is choose what that one thing will be for us individually through our words, actions, thoughts, beliefs, and decisions. Some of us are on a good path to having a nice summary that shows how wonderful of a person they are, but others like myself are off to a bad start or have taken a bad turn. Some are born to this bad start. Others make decisions that lead them there. I, this week have made a very bad turn. I intend to correct my mistakes but I'm not exactly clear on how yet. One problem, I am going to solve temporarily. Another can begin the process of clearing up once the temporary solution is made, but will flourish again once the first problem returns. I am very upset to come to the crashing realization that all of these problems I am currently facing, are directly related to the catastrophe that I was born into. What makes me even angrier is that I single handedly made all of my problems worse by ten fold in a matter of seconds of chaos that was induced by my lack of emotional control that made my brain go numb. I used to think of myself as a strong person for moving what I thought was forward from the trauma of my past, but I no longer can delude myself into thinking this. I am a horrible person and I am a plague to all that I encounter. I would like to sincerely apologise for forcing myself on society the past 14 years. I know that this tear drenched apology will not fix anything. I just feel that I need to do something, and this is where I figured I could start. I know I could fix everything but at significant pain to myself, and I think that I shall fix everything anyway. I consider it my penance. I am now taking this opportunity to announce that I shall no longer bother anyone longer than tomorrow. Adieu.