Spools of Thread

A spool of thread is and always will be simply a spool of thread.

The thread doesn't change color.

The spool doesn't get smaller or bigger.

Thread might get added on.

Thread might get taken off, but it still exists.

But all in all, its just the same ol' boring spool.

And it always will be.

Whoa. Holy Shit.

It fucking was a Tuesday.

No.

Fucking.

Way.

Mind blown.

Broken.

Chip.

Chip.

Chip.

Chip.

Chip.

Chip.

Chip.

Crack.

Crack.

Crack.

Crack.

Fall Apart.

You promised me super-glue. I could use some now, please?

Courage. Or lack thereof, rather.

Okay, so I'm going to make a little confession. 8/10 times that I stay up all night by myself, I end up playing dress-up like I'm 5 years old or something. Hair, make-up, dress, the works. Tonight was one of those nights. I am currently wearing my grad dress how I should have worn it two years ago. Its a billion times more sophisticated and put together than my awkward attempt at ...I don't even know what to call it....chic boho? I digress. I shall get back on track, instead of beginning a rant on my fashion errors of eighth grade. I feel elegant, gorgeous, beautiful, ya'know...all of those words they use to describe Audrey Hepburn. I think I currently look the prettiest I've ever been. And in about an hour, I'm going to take off my dress, pull the pins from my hair, remove my jewelry, and hop in the shower to wash off the make-up and perfume before I get ready for school. I'm afraid to bring any of part of what I look like now to school, because other people might notice the change and poke fun at it. And if they did that, I would feel like a behemoth clown and I would be paranoid about my appearance and all I would be thinking for the rest of the day would be Oh Jesus. They're probably all laughing at how stupid I look. Crap. That girl just looked at me. I wonder how many adjectives she's coming up with to describe how ridiculously dressed I am. So, I'm going to take this prettiness I've managed to find for myself and the confidence and power tied to it, and go wash it down the drain because I'm afraid that someone will come and rob me of it. It's going to be my own private little 4am secret. I'm such a coward.

There's not a wizard in the world that could perform a confundus charm strong enough to confuse the Sorting Hat into placing me in Gryffindor.

Punctuation.

You invented a phrase. It went like this:

Dont like love

I felt it needed punctuation, so it looks like this:

Don't like, love.

WARNING: Do not take Taylor Swift in high doses, when lacking doses of anti-depressants.

Emotions I hid away,

Buried deep's where they stay.

Kept under lock and key,

Never again would I have to see

The dark horror held within

That would always forbade a grin

From finding its way across my face.

Never again shall I visit that place

That tore my soul, bled my heart dry,

Without opposition made me cry.

But oh look! I've found the key!

Un-dig the box. Set the demon free.

The gates are open, the passion floods.

Long lost feelings fill my blood.

Hello, Demon. I've missed you. Please stay.

Here's my heart. Take it. Play!

Suddenly memories flow back. I remember that day.

The one where you broke my heart running away.

"Dearest, why do you run out the door?

Is that my heart there? Shattered on the floor?

Why would you do that? Why would you lie?

Now I am broken. Without you I cry."

I loved you, Darling. But you didn't care.

You grew tired of me, dropped me down the stair.

As my bones snapped, you shrugged. Walked on by.

Did you glance back to watch me die?

And now I sit drowning in tears

With emotions I'd hoped to forget for years.

I hid the lock, but kept the key.

Did I not want to be free?

After all this time, didn't think I'd still miss you.

Was it just an allusion of making it through?

I thought I was finished. Thought I was done.

But reminiscing can be quite fun.

Where does this leave me? Where do I go?

When will I find out? When will I know?

Wait...the rest of the world exists?

Captivated.

Entranced.

Dazzled.

Charmed.

Bewitched.

Hooked.

Ensnared.

Hypnotized.

Intrigued.

Spellbound.

Drawn in.

Consumed.

Engrossed.

Enthralled.

Riveted.

Enchanted.

Tempted.

Beguiled.

All of these and more describe me when I see you in your element.

Knowledge and Freedom

They say that wisdom comes with age.

But I find that I'm too old to know everything.

When I was little, I understood everything.'

Everything had purpose.

Everything had meaning.

Everything had beauty.

Now, shit is random.

Now, shit is pointless.

Now, shit is ugly.

When I was five, I could explain to you how people fall in love and what happens to you after you die.

Now that I'm fifteen, that's what I'm trying to comprehend.

They say that a free life only exists while you're young.

But now that I'm older, I'm have all the liberties I could ask for.

When I was little, there were rules.

Every action required permission.

Every scenario had rules.

Every moment contained worry of disapproval.

Now, I decide what's wrong and right.

Now, I can choose what I shouldn't do.

Now, I don't have to worry about always doing the right thing.

Earlier, my life was listening.

Presently, my life is full of learning.

When I was five, I looked before I crossed the street.

Now that I'm fifteen, I run into roads and learn how to doge the speeding cars.

Little - intelligent and bound.

Old - stupid and unrestricted.

Just So You Know

more shit i dont remember writing!

I just want to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry you're afraid of previously mundane things.

I'm sorry you're all alone in a group of people.

I'm sorry you feel lost walking streets you've known your whole life.

I'm sorry you feel trapped standing in a open field.

I'm sorry you don't feel at home in your own house.

I just want you to know I'll be there.

I'll be there to give you the courage to do what you always have.

I'll be there to stand by you when the world turns its back on you.

I'll be there to help you make a map when you're lost.

I'll be there to show you the sky when the ground tries to swallow you whole.

I'll be there to take you to a place just for us.

A place to be home.

To Do List

• find way to make face look "attractive" (how in the hell am i supposed to pull this off??)
• lighten eyes (does just calling my dark-kiwi eyes light brown count??)
• wear non-slutty clothing
• have long hair
• do a lot of stuff
• have good sense of humor (what is the definition of "good" humor??)
• know when it is appropriate to be serious v. relaxed
• become a comfy hugger (put a big ? next to this strikeout. how are some hugs more comfy than others??)

(why am i double ?ing everything??)

I'm not alone

Every time I start to miss you,

I just go outside to lay on my deck,

And gaze at the moon.

Then I feel a little bit better knowing

That we're both in the same place:

Under the stars.

Pain

We were all in pain

Each in a personal Hell

Be we were together

That eased the suffering a bit

But then she left

Our bonding glue dissolved

She escaped the pain

We're still in agony

Who really got the raw end of the deal?

Being Normal Never Really Was Ever My Things

I'm not like other people.

Life without a mother

Is like life without vision.

You're not the same as everyone else.

You're alienated.

Not completely a part of society.

You don't fully identify with others.

You're different.

Sometimes I don't even feel like a person.

When I see people being close with their moms.

I get angry.

My blood boils.

My fingers twitch.

I want to set light to the world

And watch it burn.

That would make me happy.

I'm not like other people.

Urban Dictionary

draco	114 up, 24 down
	The second hottest guy in the Harry Potter series. A character with so much potential that J.K. Rowling shuffled to the side because she realized her writing abilities didn't covercharacterization. I would join the Dark Side to fuck Draco Malfoy.

I can't sleep. Again.

Yet again, I'm awake in bed knowing that I should sleep, but don't want to because my favorite moments with you are running though my mind. Like a montage. Its an epic love montage. lol. (nerdalert. sorry. teehee.)

Anyway, I'm sure you want to know who its is, and if its you. So here are some hints to the identity of 'my guy':

• You're built like a brick. In more ways than one. One is obvious. To figure out the other you'll have to think back to a place of magic. (just please don't kick me.)
• You used to have the best taste in beverages. But very recently, you started dabbling in the dark arts of delicious drinks.
• You're always the opposite of flat no matter how hard you try.
• I had one here...but if you go on my fb it comes far too obvious. lol. (and now i'm all bummed because it had an awesome very ginny-like nerd reference. that only i would make. sadpanda.)
• You practically wore the same outfit for picture day two years in a row. (this was noticed on accident going though yearbooks an hour ago. i dont stare at pictures of you. i promise. that's just creepy.)
• You rock at driving two-wheeled vehicles, fyi.

Teehee. Did that help? I hope not. :D

Je taime.

My heart loves you.

My head loves you.

My ears love you.

My arms love you.

My fingertips love you.

My cheeks love you.

My lips love you.

I love you.

Cards

I am now officially convinced that my mom had super powers. Not only was she amazing in life, but now she's even being amazing in death. All of the cards I get from her have a piece of life advice. And every year, it has been perfectly fitting to the crisis happening in my life. I have no idea how she foresaw every single melt down in my life, and when it was going to happen.

You are wonderful, Mommy.

I love you.

Strengths and Weaknesses

I like my coffee weak, my tea strong, and my boys in a nice cozy place in between.

teehee

The Method

Even when I've said good night and my lights are off, I'm not in bed.

I have no intentions of going to sleep until I turn on the Beatles.

My 100th Post!!!!

In honor of my 100th post, I think I'll re-update one of my most "famous?" posts: Our fucked up love lives.

F and G ended up getting back together and are now fully happy with each other, but F still has commitment issues...

E and J broke up.

E and J got back together again.

E and J broke up again and stayed friends.

C still really liked B, so G dared them to ask out B.

B said yes.

B pissed off C's dad accidentally and C's dad talked to B's mom.

B broke up with C the next day.

C thought the whole situation was rather hilarious, but B was worried that C was crushed, so B began to avoid C at all costs, which amused C even more.

C and B eventually went right back to normal soon afterwards.

A fell for O.

A found out that O did not like her and was, in fact, aerosexual. (into planes)

A was very very upset.

A began to like E on and off, but was too afraid to admit their feelings because of C and E's history together.

C liked G for three days, but only because of....the time of the month.

C soon afterwards began to like P, but didn't really realize it.

At C's going away party, Q got to know G a bit better, and began to become a little obsessed over G (whilst still having the hots for P and a few others.)

C realized that they liked P.

(A is still wrestling with feelings about E through all of this still)

R got closer to S via skype while visiting with A and C and they began to go out.

C was set up with U, and U attacked her in the movie theater and C is now fully afraid of U and hates both classes that they share.

P began to have hots for I and J, while still being fully happy with T.

H and E also apparently have hots for I and J.

R is worried that S likes V.

A finally admits to her love for E.

C realized that they loved someone very very much and is now dedicated to being with them in either friendship or romance as closely as possible despite the distance.

See, guys? We're a year older and still completely fucked up in the heads. hahaha. will we ever learn? XD

Nerdfighter notes!

Put an apple on your head.

Jump six times

Go fast and hard

Because that's awesome

And so are you

-?

take this book

treat it well

do a summersault

play the baggpipes

stay awesome.

Find your great perhaps.

-?

we fight for awesome

we fight against suck

we are nerdfighters

so be awesome

dont suck.

be a nerdfighter.

Do the impossible

See the invisible

Row, row fight the powah!

Touch the untouchable

Break the unbreakable

Row, row fight the powah!

-A nerdfightah!

Do you know what today is?

Today is awesome.

Because you found a nerdfighter note.
No go kickass!

You beautiful stallion!

-A nerdfighter

Iron man is awesome

because he's a nerdfighter

so be awesome

be a nerdfighter

be Iron man

watch the clouds

-?

I'm a nerdfighter

And so are you

Be proud

Its kind of like

a boxing chess player

which is awesome.

-A nerdfigher

Buy books

make notes

fight crime

while juggling

Because that's pretty awesome

And so are you

-A nerdfighter

hahahaha. dont nerdfighters rock ass?

Quote from the Exploratorium

DUCKY DUCKY DUCKY I FOUND IT!

Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and when you sleep, really to sleep. Try as much as possible to be wholly alive, with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell, and when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough.

- William Saroyan

Sims

Today, I made a sims game where I was married to Tom Felton. I went back and deleted it because I realized there was no point in fantasizing over him, someone I've never met and will never meet. Especially when I've met and fallen for some one as perfect as you. I considered making a version of me and you, but I decided against it. Why try to imitate something on a screen that is so much better in real life? Why do I need to simulate something, when I can experience it? Why love pixels, when you can love a person?

Don't get me wrong, the fact still remains that Tom Felton is still a fucking hot sex god with an amazing body and I am still wildly attracted to him. But that's all it is, a sexual attraction. I love you. And that's stronger than any lust. I'm not only drawn in by your appearance, I'm pulled in by who you are. And that makes you the sexiest of all. And that's not a lust either. Its a want to show how much I love you without words, because words cannot encompass what I feel.

God, how silly I must sound.

I can't sleep.

It's two in the morning, but I'm not tired at all.

I was two hours ago, but as I laid in bed waiting for sleep, you popped into my head.

I began to ponder how wonderful and amazing you are.

And how much I'd like to be with you right now.

And I woke right up.

I didn't even realize that I should be asleep until a few minutes ago.

And I've been in bed for two hours.

This could become a problem.

But if it does, it will be the sweetest problem I've ever had.

Sitting here typing this, I cannot think of words to describe the feeling that's washing over me right now.

Love doesn't even feel strong enough.

I'm reminded of a Dr. Seuss quote right now: "You know that you're in love when you can't sleep, because reality is better than your dreams."

This encompasses me perfectly at the moment. Clearly.

You have no idea how strongly I am wishing to be with you

So I can see your perfect eyes

And your amazing smile

And hear your delicious voice.

I feel like I'm acting like Ron in the 6th book when he gets put under a love potion.

But I don't feel stupid like he seemed.

All of these feeling are perfectly justified.

I've always wanted to be in a song, feel it, experience it.

I feel like I am right now.

My heart feels light and happy just like the song The Way I Am.

I feel like I'm living the spirit of that song.

You're slowly making all of my hopes and desires come true.

You are so amazing and you don't even know it.

I think that

you should come online more so we can talk. because i feel kinda weird checking every day to see if you're there when i already know you're not going to be.

The perfect boy

Once, i made a list of what my dream boy would be. it looks like this:

• dark hair
• dark eyes
• tall
• muscular, but not too much
• nice hands
• musical/artistic in someway
• caring
• thoughtful
• sweet
• awkward in the cute kind of way
• intelligent
• healthy respect for harry potter
• understanding
• respectful
• playful
• funny
• totally alright with my quirks
• honest
• trustworthy
• kind

and the list goes on.

and what i realized is that, you fit every critera on my list.

and then some.

you're not my dream guy.

your better than him.

in ways i cannot express or fully understand.

hogwarts might not be real, but magic is.

because you, my friend, are truly magical.

Not the same.

Today, I went to the store.

I bought some pot stickers, pineapple orange mango juice, and some flat pretzels.

I sat down in my room, turned on Hey There Delilah, and began to consume my purchases.

I thought it would fill part of the hole in my heart.

It only made it bigger.

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I miss you guys!!

ROFLMAOCAKES!

Today, my little sister came home with her progress report, crying. My mom asked her if she would please tell her what was wrong, so my little sister shows my mom her progress report and says,"I got an F in sex". I've never laughed so hard in my life. MLI

The Jar is kinda irrelevant now. I've found a truer love.

I get a feeling when ever I'm around you.

It's not a feeling of being at ease.

It's a feeling of pure peace.

Total relaxation

Like the rest of the world is melting away.

You don't blind me.

You enhance my vision.

I see more of the world in your presence.

The rainbow seems dull

Compared to what you show me.

When I am with you,

You are a mirror.

I learn about myself.

I learn to love everything about me,

Because you give me the strength to.

You are my muse.

You don't only inspire art around yourself though.

I've solved math problems better with your help.

You make me better

At making the world a better place.

We trust each other like diaries.

Each one knowing the secrets of the other.

The highest trust I can imagine.

I wouldn't trust you with my life,

I'd trust you with the world.

I thought I knew love before, but this is a whole new world.

I don't have a need to kiss you and whisper sweet things.

I only have a desire to be with you,

Either as your girlfriend or as your friend.

I'm content with either, as long as I'm near you.

(and i know you think love poems are creepy, so i'll make it into a song one of these days so you'll actually appreciate it. i know i've got a long time before you realize who you are.)

The Cliffs of Insanity.

Just a girl.

Nothing extraordinary.

Nothing spectacular.

Just average.

But one day,

This girl was lifted to the top of the world.

She was as happier than she thought possible

And felt she could do anything.

But one day, even though she wasn't in Sparta,

She was kicked ferociously from her perch

Above the world.

She hit the ground hard.

Shattered into million pieces of bone,

She wondered if she would ever heal.

As time went on, the girl found she was slowly becoming fixed.

She found a mountain nearby and began to climb.

At first it was very very hard for the girl.

She didn't believe she would ever reach the top, despite her efforts.

A long while later,

She realized she was had reached the top.

She was at the top and hadn't noticed she had been there for a few days.

She was over come with joy at her victory.

This mountain wasn't as tall as her previous,

But it was still a pleasant home to her.

She had a beautiful view and everything was pieceful.

But the mountain had a cliff.

She was always very cautious of the steep edge.

Hardly ever came close to it by choice.

It typically wasn't a problem.

But she still always feared it.

Slowly, she feared it less and less.

Even allowed her self to get a little closer to to its edge.

She reached a point of full acceptance of the cliff,

But she was always the slightest bit wary.

Like a skilled carpenter being cautious with his saw.

No fear, just caution.

But one night in her sleep,

Her dreams made her get closer to the cliff.

She awoke with her ankles on the edge, feet dangling,

And very much fightened.

That day she spent as far away from the cliff as she could.

But again, she awoke with nothing between her feet and the bottom of the cliff

But air.

After a few more nights of waking up like this,

She decided to not go to sleep.

She stayed up distracting herself with flowers and books and her friends.

But noon the next day she was exhausted, so she took a nap.

She awoke right where she fell asleep:

Safe and away from the cliff.

From then on, she didn't wake up on the cliff's edge.

It didn't concern the girl anymore.

She never even thought about it.

But one day, she was reminded.

What she would see in her dreams as she inched towards danger,

Flashed through her mind.

She was shaken, but didn't even consider having the dream again.

That night, she had the dream.

She awoke with her knees on the edge, and her calfs dangling.

More scared than before, she wondered what was happening to her.

The next morning she discovered that her entire legs her hanging.

The next, her hips.

The next, her stomach.

The next, her chest.

The next, her head, with only her arms keeping her from falling.

The next morning, she was completely on the cliff,

With her hands grippings two rocks that jutted out.

She pulled her stomach back onto the mountain,

But she couldn't get her hips and legs up.

She fell asleep like that, half way hanging.

She found the next morning, that she was even farther down

Than she had been the previous morn.

Too afraid to climb up,

And certain she would die if she let go,

She stayed there clinging to the face of the cliff,

Terrified.

Every morning she would awake to being farther down.

Soon she wont be able to see the edge of the cliff.

Only a sheet of rock.

She is beginning to be able to see the ground, lined with jagged rocks.

Everyday, she cries, she wishes for her mountain top, and clings to cliff,

Horriffied to discover what her dreams bring next.

(Sorry guys, i know this one's crappy.)

Nightmares

For the past bit of time,

I've been going to bad happy

Yet waking up crying.

But Last night

Went to bed crying

Woke up just fine.

Now to decide:

Which one's worse?

I think the answer is:

Neither.

They both are horrid.

Goddamn nightmares.

01. You’re currently confused about someone’s feelings for you.
02. You have been in a serious relationship before.
03. You own an iPod of some sort.
04. You do not like your sibling’s girlfriend/boyfriend.
05. You drink too much alcohol.
06. You have been to the Olive Garden.
07. You have taken medicine of some sort this week.
08. It is really cold in your house right now.
09. You are extremely dependent on others.
10. You do not like to express your feelings in front of others.
11. You ate a lot of food today.
12. It doesn’t take much for you to cry.
13. People consider you a sappy sort of person.
14. Someone in your family is rich.
15. You have been to Disney World or Disneyland before.
16. You hate when people constantly talk about themselves.
17. You are a good listener, but you hate complainers.
18. Someone has called you for a serious medical emergency before.
19. You have had a serious surgery.
20. Your house has a spare bedroom.
21. Your house is old.
22. You have at least one cousin under the age of three.
23. You have never held a baby before.
24. You can’t handle toddlers.
25. You have a painting in your room.
26. You have been to Canada.
27. You have been to Mexico.
28. You love cherry flavored lollipops.
29. You celebrate Easter.
30. You observe Lent.
31. You are Catholic.
32. You do not believe in God.
33. Religion is not important to you.
34. You want to have a small family one day.
35. You would rather have more sons than daughters.
36. You have more aunts than uncles.
37. You hate being too cold.
38. You currently are way more tan than everyone else.
39. You wear shoes in your house.
40. Your parents are clean freaks.
41. You are more messy than clean.
42. You are currently angry at someone.
43. Patience is so not a virtue to you.
44. Your desk is extremely clean.
45. Your bed sheets are either blue, green, black, or white.
46. When you hear “black & white” it reminds you of Katy Perry’s ‘Hot n Cold’ song.
47. You have no clue what that song is.
48. You think rap artists are completely pathetic.
49. You are glad George Bush is out of office.
50. Politics are boring to you.
51. You take a vitamin daily.
52. You feel like you are sick often.
53. You hate throwing up.
54. You think it’s gross when people set food down on their desk at school with no napkin.
55. You also find it gross that people sit on top of desks.
56. You are now cringing at the thought of someone’s food where someone’s ass was.
57. You love getting bubble baths.
58. You do not like chocolate at all.
59. You are allergic to nuts.
60. You have been stung by a bee before.
61. You have been to the emergency room before for something.
62. One of your parents is 50 or older.
63. You are the baby of your immediate family.
64. You hate broccoli.
65. Cooked carrots are good, though.
66. You go on tumblr too much.
67. You are really comfortable right now.
68. You like witty t-shirts.
69. You are a major fan of underground bands.
70. You have been on an airplane before.
71. You are not afraid of heights.
72. You consider yourself paranoid.
73. You have had a panic attack before.
74. The thought of being old and alone bothers you.
75. You would choose the elderly over children.
76. You feel like you’re living in the wrong decade.
77. You have smoked weed before.
78. You think it’s way too cold outside right now.
79. You love the thought of sleeping in tomorrow morning.
80. You would rather go to bed early and get up early.
81. You feel like the early bird catches the worm.
82. You are a big breakfast eater.
83. You are currently suffering from the common cold.
84. You are craving something salty.
85. You have been in a car today.
86. There is something plugged in near you.
87. You have heard of the TV show “Private Practice.”
88. You do not like medical television shows.
89. You prefer horror to comedies.
90. You adore Leo & Kate.
91. You think high-waisted pants look good.
92. You hate cheesy movies.
93. You enjoy camping out.
94. Bugs don’t bother you.
95. You do well in school without trying.
96. You are extremely jealous of someone currently.
97. You feel like you have changed a lot from 08-09.
98. You like energy drinks.
99. You like italics.
100. You know the entire script of Mean Girls.

Part of Your World

I am in your heart,

But I am not in your world.

We all pretend that we share a world.

But we don't anymore.

I miss you.

I miss you with all my heart.

Because I am in a different world now.

I don't belong with you anymore.

You have what used to be our world.

I'm still trying to find my new world.

I don't want to find a new world.

I want to be back in your world.

But I can't be.

I'm gone now.

The music has played its last note.

The sun has set.

The fire logs are just ash now,

Ash that's being blown away from the hearth.

I'm gone.

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Srs Bsns

Seriously, doesn't he know that his jokes like that kill me? He must. There's not a chance he doesn't know that all the flirting chips at my heart.

Why does he not acknowledge that the affairs of my heart is some serious buisness?

I'm sorry, but this one was too epic to let go.

Today, I lost my cell phone, so I used the land line to call and locate it. I found it ringing in the fridge, but when I opened the door I was immediately distracted by a brand new gallon of chocolate milk; Half an hour later I realized my phone was still in the fridge. MLIA

I un-tight.

I'm losing my mind.

I've broken down crying several times this week doing the most mundane things like the laundry, dressing, walking down the hallway, and other crap like that.

My mind feels all over the place, and I can't keep my from having a battle of emotions.

One side of my head says its time to go curl up and watch a good movie, the other side says to go and hurt something. One half wants to laugh, one half wants to scream.

I'm scared.

I'm losing it.

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Movies

Requium For A Dream

Edward Scissorhands

Just My Luck Little Man

Juno

Across the Universe

The Girl Next Door

PS I Love You

Role Models

Twilight (is there an anti-bold?)

If Only

Secondhand Lions

Ace Ventura

Get Smart

Super Troopers

Thirteen

Crazy Beautiful

A Beautiful Mind

Saving Private Ryan

Happy Gilmore

The Prince and Me

Braveheart

She’s The Man

Walk The Line

Spaceballs

Miss Congeniality

Wedding Planner

The Parent Trap

Pulp Fiction

What Lies Beneath

Rent

Casablanca

Ever After

Pretty In Pink

Serendipity

Goodfellas

Candyman

Seventeen Again

High School Musical I

Hocus Pocus

Grease

The Texas Chainsaw Massacre

Seven Pounds

Hancock

Meet The Fockers

Stuart Little

Something About Mary

Dazed and Confused

Forest Gump

Clueless

When Harry Met Sally

A Walk To Remember

Where The Heart Is

10 Things I Hate About You (SOOPER LIKE!)

Jawbreaker

Peter Pan

American Beauty

Big Fish

Girl Interrupted

Fight Club

V for Vendetta

Home Alone

Grind

The Wicker Man

Scream

Urban Legend

Identity

Pulse

Garden State

Cloverfield

Coyote Ugly

Click

The Goonies

Don’t Tell Mom The Babysitter’s Dead

The Babysitter’s Club

The Big Lebowski

Donnie Darko

How To Deal

Smart People

Just Married

TV Shows

House

Full House

Scrubs

Law & Order

Law & Order: CI

Law & Order: SVU

Gossip Girl

One Tree Hill

Bevery Hills 90210

The OC

America’s Next Top Model

NCIS

The Closer

Are You Afraid Of The Dark

Hannah Montana

Friends

Charmed

ER

Whose Line Is It Anyway

Fresh Prince of Bel-Air ( i actually only like the theme song)

CSI

CSI: Miami

CSI: NY

CSI: Las Vegas

Dawson’s Creek

Felicity

Cheers

Lost

Heroes

Monk

My Name Is Earl

Family Guy

South Park

Road Rules

Mythbusters

Celebirty Paranormal Project

Dirty Jobs

Food Network ( i love how this counts as a show)

Smallville

iCarly

Prison Break

American Idol

Robot Chicken

Courage The Cowardly Doug

Desperate Housewives

Make It Of Break It

Buffy

Forensic Files

Spongebob

The Office

The King of Queens

Supernatural

Secret Life of the American Teenager

Nip/Tuck

Ugly Betty

Music

Thousand Foot Krutch

Four Letter Lie

Rihanna

Forever The Sickest Kids

Nirvana

The Stone Temple Pilots

Pink Floyd

Augustana

Lostprophets

Fat Joe

Mike Jones

Archie Star

Armor For Sleep

Kanye West

Bullet For My Valentine

Framing Hanley

Buckcherry

Hinder

Three Days Grace

The Offspring

Green Day

Local H

Miranda Lambert

Missy Higgins

Plain White T’s

Dreamstreet (omg! i wish they would get back together!!!)

Westlife

Backstreet Boys

Nsync

Miley Cyrus

Jonas Brothers

Rebelution

Creed

Bush

Alice In Chains

Incubus

Godsmack

Aerosmith

The All-American Rejects

Nikki Flores

Aaliyah

Ashanti

Staind

A Day To Remember

Silverstein

Static Lullaby

Alesana

Stone Sour

Skillet

12 Stones

+44

Matt Nathanson

Owl City

Anberlin

Hoobastank

Circa Survive

Saosin

Ratatat

Vanessa Carlton

Kottonmouth Kings

Random

Compliments

Rainy days

Thunderstorms

When things go right

Satisfaction

Good grades

Flavored water

Red bull

Music

Sharpies

The stars

Hot tubs

Pools

Warm weather

Cold weather

Cool weather

Starbucks

Hershey’s chocolate

Smiling

Laughing til I cry

Running

Chilling with friends

Texting

Driving

New Clothes

Movies

Dancings

Parties

Smoking

Getting high

Dreaming

Being a dork

Impressing someone

Spinning in circles

Water rides

The beach

Fries with vinegar

Carnivals

Fireworks

Photography

Meaningful Conversations

Staying up all night

Lazy days

The 80’s

Much needed naps

Ice Tea

Old Disney movies

Money

People who actually listen

Memories

Accomplishing Goals

Being home alone

Having time to myself

Adrenaline rush

Feeling invincible

Quotes

Sleepovers

Shopping

Long Walks

Chad Michael Murray

Snapple (OH MI GOD, YESSSS!)

Reese’s

The Weekend

Vacations

Snowboarding

Playing guitar

Soccer

Softball

Cheering

Basketball

Hot Showers

Cookie dough

The old Nickelodeon

Victoria’s Secret PINK line

Massages