Today, I made a sims game where I was married to Tom Felton. I went back and deleted it because I realized there was no point in fantasizing over him, someone I've never met and will never meet. Especially when I've met and fallen for some one as perfect as you. I considered making a version of me and you, but I decided against it. Why try to imitate something on a screen that is so much better in real life? Why do I need to simulate something, when I can experience it? Why love pixels, when you can love a person?
Don't get me wrong, the fact still remains that Tom Felton is still a fucking hot sex god with an amazing body and I am still wildly attracted to him. But that's all it is, a sexual attraction. I love you. And that's stronger than any lust. I'm not only drawn in by your appearance, I'm pulled in by who you are. And that makes you the sexiest of all. And that's not a lust either. Its a want to show how much I love you without words, because words cannot encompass what I feel.
God, how silly I must sound.
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