Observations.

I think I am attracted to guys I have no chances with/like guys that I somewho know will tear my heart out at one point or another. Lets make a list shall we?

1- Do I even have to explain? Everyone knows the story. But, hey, I'm still breathing. (Does everyone have a song of Katy Parry's that they identify with? Because I'm Still Breathing really fits me.)

2-He broke my heart twice on the phone and once or twice in person.

3-Everytime I goddamn see him now. 

My subconcience boy picks are not made of awesome or cool beans. They are made of fail and shitty fart making beans. (No offence to the three that made this rule come true. You three work for other people, but not me I've come to find. Hence the failbomb nature of my point here.)

Note-Digital Quotes Book has a few updates.