More Things To Say To People

1) Hate is a strong word, but I really really don't like you sometimes.
2) I value and crave your approval to a point that is far beyond healthy.
3) Pick where you want to stand in my life. You bounce between extremes and its exhausting for both of us.
4) We're so close, but I'm still so intimidated by you and constantly fear that you wont like me.
5) You're epic and I am not worthy of your friendship due to your unadulterated and unwavering raw awesome.

Eargasm

This is literally a dream come true.
Its my vocal idol performing my favorite Broadway duet with my favorite classical singer.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39qTvBlk1B4

Please excuse me while I jizz over this a bit more.
Im so pissed, my dad would have totally taken us to London to see this. He loves Chess. And I love Josh and I worship Idina.

My bologna has first name...

It's Ginnymayerneedstogetaregularsleepcycle.

My bologna has a second name...
It's shewontgetunsickforareallongtimeunlesssheacutallyfunctionslikearegularhuman.

Painpanda

Sinus infections hurt like a PMSing dominatrix with a chainsaw. And they don't let you sleep. This sucks some major butt.

Mind

The mind is an amazing thing. With one little realization that I made last week, my life was been vastly improved. And I had this realization, because I changed the password to my computer.

Realization: I don't love him anymore. Not in a romantic sort of way, at least. And that I hadn't for a long time. I had turned him into this perfect dream guy in my brain, and then became fixated with my obsession.

Timeline:

1) change password

2) wonder why i kept password for so long

3) get seriously confused about it

4) REALIZATION!

-one week later-

5) emotional benefits of realization still intact

so, i consider this an epic win.

goodbye, hammock26

hello, la vie boheme! freedom, beauty, truth, and love! (lol not my new password, but the essence of it.)

3hrs later edit: I just proved it again. Played some of his stuff and couldn't get through it without rolling my eyes. =happy dance=

Yay!

I'm starting to get my life back in order!!

How exciting is that??

A: super

Okay, before you read the next sentence, turn on Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop.

(did you do it yet?)

His eyes are like the sea after a storm. They kinda have a magical effect on me. I dunno if I like him like that yet, but I certainly do love his eyes.

Deal

I need to make I deal with myself that I'll only listen to Lady GaGa when she comes on shuffle; moreover, I must also agree to not turn on shuffle and click next until she comes on. Because honestly, lyrics like "I'm bluffin with my muffin" can't be good for my IQ.

This is totally do-able.

Musique

1) Your favorite song

Stand By Me - Ben E. King

2) Your least favorite song

Anything from West Side Story, by the Jonas Brothers, or by Miley Cyrus

3) A song that makes you happy

I've Just Seen A Face - JohnPaulGeorge&Ringo

4) A song that makes you sad

All Star - Smashmouth

5) A song that reminds you of someone

Rocky Raccoon - The Beatles

(sarah. duh!)

6) A song that reminds you of somewhere

Sk8r Boi - Avril

(kellys house. lol)

7)A song that reminds you of a certain event

Snakes on a Plane - Cobra Starship

(natty & ducky do you remember that shit? good times, man.)

8) A song that you know all the words to

Seasons of Love from RENT

(i've had to sing it in choir enough times. XD)

9) A song you can dance to

Everything by Taylor Swift apparently

10) A song that makes you fall asleep

Moonlight Sonata - Mozart

11) A song from your favorite band

The Long and Winding Road - Beat-les

12) A song from a band that you hate

Home - Daughtry

13) A song that is a guilty pleasure

Bad Romance - Sir GaGa

14) A song that no one would expect you to love

Wake Up - Hilary Duff

15) A song that represents you

All You Need Is Love - Meh boys

16) A song you used to love but now hate

Anything by Linkin Park

17) A song you hear often on the radio

Hey Soul Sister -Train

18) A song you wish you heard on the radio

FYE - Adam

19) A song from your favorite album

You're Still You - Joshy

20) A song you listen to when you're angry

Eye of the Tiger - Survivor

21) A song you listen to when you're happy

Elephant Love Medley - Moulin Rouge

22) A song you listen to when you're sad

Smile - Charlie Chaplin

23) A song that you want to play at your wedding

How Deep is the Ocean - Diana Krall

24) A song you want to play at your funeral

Ice Ice Baby - Vanilla Ice

25) A song that makes you laugh

Nerds In Love - Adam and Andrew

26) A song that you can play on an instrument

Let It Be - B-e-a-t-les

27) A song that you wish you could play

Freebird!

28) A song that makes you feel guilty

What If - Coldplay

29) A song from your childhood

The Naked Mole Rap

(c'mon y'all! let the girlies sing! ITS THE NAKED MOLE RAP!)

30) Your favorite song at this time last year

A Rush Of Blood To The Head - not Coldplay (shiftlyglance)

Fuck It

I'm gonna be who I wanna be, not who I am out of convenience.

Sleep

Its like, some law of the universe now that when I go to bed I will get up at least 2 times before getting to sleep. And it will always happen right after I get really comfy or when the cat sits on me. The universe hates me.

Every time

Every time I sit alone in my room,

all I can think about is kissing you.

I guess I have too much free time.

& sometimes,

I think that if you hear me sing, you'll fall in love with me.

I guess I read too many books and watch too many movies.

Day 12

Whatever Tickles My Fancy:

okay a few things

• i'm looking down at my notebook, because it would be wayy too much effort to memorize 4 stanzas that i wrote myself :P
• i realize that i pushed my glasses up like a fool (and yes, my pants are on the ground. the rest of me too!)
• im sorry this is a cappella, i can't decide on a piano part
• yes, I WOULD LOVE INPUT AND ADVICE AND SUGGESTIONS! I NEED THEM! THIS SONG IS NAKED!
• yes, that is a pile of recently discarded clothes on my bed ;)
• i'm sorry i get all weird with my voice and slide out of key on "eyes"
• yes, there are only 3 notes in this song. i'm very new to this
• i did write more variation in the verses, i just didnt sing it 'cause im such a lame-o

but really y'all leave suggestions pleasssse. and if you do I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS DAMN WORLDDDDDDDDD!

"All dressed up with no where to go

Walkin' with a dead man over my shoulder

Waitin' for an invitation to arrive

Goin' to a party where no one's still alive"

I don't live in this world.

My heads is in the clouds,

My thoughts dance with the stars.

I sing with the birds flying by,

And dance with the squirrels.

The places and people in my head

Are so much more interesting.

Everything and everyone is so

Nice, charming, sweet, kind,

romantic, magical, amazing.

I wish I could just live there instead.

Maybe then I'd be happy.

Maybe then I'd be beautiful.

Maybe then things would be right.

Perhaps life wouldn't be as painful.

I wish I could find out if that were true.

Day 11

A Photo Of Me Taken Recently:

How's two seconds ago for recent, eh? Ginny Mayer, steppin' it up.

Day 10

(a day late)

A photo of you taken over 10 years ago:

i totally think i look like Boo from Monsters Inc.

Day 9

A photo that I took:

I am convinced that if ducky were a guy, this would be a perfect cover to a cheesy teen romance book about two people that fall in love on a camp site in the forest.

Day 8

A photo that makes me angry or sad:

This makes me mad that you can never get a real picture of Ducky.

This makes me mad that its impossible to sing on stage without looking like a zombie or a douche. There's no middle ground.

This makes me angry because I'm not that pale in real life.

This picture makes me angry because my hair will never do that again no matter how hard I try.

Day 7

Pictures that make me happy:

This is Ty. He's basically my little brother. And this picture reminds me that I've taught him well. :)

This is the fat guy from B&N who was looking at the Sex section and was looking a bit too happy. lol

I don't think I have to explain why this picture makes me so happy. This was the last time everyone in the family was together for a happy reason. Oh, the power of Christmas....

MY KING

IS RONALD WEASLEY.

&& TODAY IS HIS BIRTHDAY!

I LOVE HIM!

(and yes, i'd be sleazy for ron weasley. lol)

Confession #6

Every time I hear an ambulance driving up Ralston, I run to my window to watch it and pray that Jeff's okay, now that he's had all these asthma problems. I guess its silly, but I worry about him.

(oh, and i also send up a quick one for the poor person who the ambulance is really for.)

Day 6

Whatever tickles my fancy:

Right now, this be tickling my fancy.

And so does filling out this:

I am:

Happy. Sad. A good friend. Adventurous. Shy. Confident. Procrastinating. A male. Bored. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. Funny. A female. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty. Down to earth. Outspoken. Determined. High maintenance.Pretty. Assertive. Organized. Selfless.

I have:

Brown hair. Blue eyes. Pale skin. Brown eyes. Curly hair. Long fingernails.Curves. Braces. Chipped nail polish. Long legs. Straight hair. A fringe. Long eyelashes. Sore feet. Dark skin. Green eyes. Blonde hair. Dyed hair. Red hair. Short legs. Big boobs. Rosy cheeks. Wavy hair. Black hair. A small waist. Piercings. Tattoos. Big ears. Short hair.

My S.O/crush/ex is:
Tall. Intelligent. Selfish. Selfless. Confusing. Funny. A good singer. Mysterious. Bad for me. Sweet. An animal lover. A surfer. A skater. Dating somebody else. Blonde. Unaffectionate. Charming. Brunette. Romantic. A liar. Easy to forgive. Dealing with problems. Moody. Kind to my friends .Boring. Shy. Gorgeous. Caring. Short. A redhead. In college. At work. At school. Always iming me. Pale skinned. Tanned. Quiet. Obnoxious.Protective of me. Jealous. Cocky.

I love:
Babies. Flowers. Kisses. Summer. Coffee. The rain. Candles. Incense. Late night talk shows. Insects. Hugs. Attention. The beach. Chocolate.Music. Hats. Harry Potter. Twilight. Facebook. Black and white photos. Sleeping in. Driving. Narrating my pet’s thoughts. Opening gifts. Buying gifts. Halloween. Cute texts. Apples. Compliments. Country music. Hip hop. Sushi. Sports. Art. Singing. Seeing my loved ones happy. Surprises. Sunsets and sunrises. Skinny dipping. Horror movies. Simon Cowell. Family Guy. Garlic. Hearing somebody talk in their sleep. Being right. KFC. Abstract photography. Concerts and festivals. Tanning. Oversized t-shirts.

I would love to be a:
Police officer. Lawyer. Doctor. Teacher. Fruit picker. Mother. Greenpeace volunteer. Hippie. Groupie. Rockstar. Footballer’s wife. Therapist. Singer. Actress. Diving instructor. Lottery winner. Company owner. Housewife. Nurse. Builder. Race car driver. Website developer. An inspirational talker. Music teacher. Artist. Chef. Makeup artist. Hairdresser. Restaurant owner. Homeless shelter volunteer. Fitness trainer. Vet. Radio show host. Band manager. Writer.

I like to eat:
Fruit. Vegetables. Fast food. Sushi. In bed. Rice. Sandwiches. Subway. Chicken. Cakes. Seafood. A lot. Pasta. Rice crackers. When I’m bored. Cheese. Ice cream. Garlic bread. Peanut butter out of the jar. Eggs. Lots of ethnic foods. Pancakes. Honey. Lunch. Bread crusts. Low calorie foods. Soy products. Gluten free products. Only when I’m hungry. Toast. Beef. Breakfast. Pizza.

I dislike:
Cold mornings. Baths. People dissing my taste in music. People in front of me walking really slowly. Having my personal space invaded. Cleaning. Going to bed early. Wine/beer. Religion arguments. Coffee. The beach. Rain. Children. Having my photo taken. Drama. Gossiping. Hip hop. Cooking shows. Drugs. Cats. People singing happy birthday to me. School.Selfish people. Social networking sites. Swimming. Snow. Eminem. Seafood.One word text messages. Awkward silences. Alarm clocks.

When you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, what’s the first thing you say?
You poor thing, what are you doing up at seven in the morning and looking so disheveled?

How much cash do you have on you?
None. All my money is on my debit card. My dad has my cash because John is an evil mastermind.

What’s a word that rhymes with “TEST”?
Undressed.

Favorite planet?
Pluto!

But, apparently, God liked Saturn a whole hell of a lot, since he put a ring on it and all.... XD

Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
John.

What is your main ring tone on your phone?
Some annoying song. I wanna switch it back to the default - bad porno music, since people's reactions were so funny.

What shirt are you wearing?
One of my bealtes shirts.

Do you “label” yourself?
Loosely.

Name the brand of your shoes you’re currently wearing?
Converse.

Bright or Dark Room?
Bright.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
reading.

What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
Que onde?

(my dad's fail spanish.)

What’s a saying that you say a lot?

Like a vagina!

Who told you they loved you last?
Jess.

Last furry thing you touched?
My cat's ear.

How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days?
pain meds and sleep aids every night. :(

How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
none. because i live in the 2000's

Favorite age you have been so far?
13.

Your worst enemy?
Myself.

What is your current desktop picture?
Pink flowers. The teddybear waiting by the subway was too depressing.

What was the last thing you said to someone?
Bye! Thank you so much!

If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a
major regret?
Change a major regret. I wish I had said good-bye.

Do you like someone?
Nope.

The last song you listened to?
I Don't Know How To Love Him as performed by Lea Michelle.

one of my favorite singers performing a song from one of my favorite musicals = hell yeah!