Too Much To Ask

Is it too much to ask to be a human with a normal body to compensate for my abnormal life?
Is it too much to ask for a parent with one iota of responsibility?
Is it too much to ask for all of my friends to live on the same continent?
Is it too much to ask to excel at something?

I'd like to stop worrying about my head and my back and start worrying more about the world around me.
I'd like to not have a dad who locks me out and then falls asleep but has a job instead.
I'd like to actually be there for my friends physically, not just emailing them.
I'd like to be remembered for doing something beautiful.

I'd like....I'd like.....I'd like.
What am I going to do about it?