Freak

Im like flippin' losing it. It was a regular, normal day. Justin was over and we were hanging out, then I went to the gym and did my training session. No bigs. Totally chill, good day. Then I got on an elliptical to do my cardio, and I guess one of my strings broke. I had been on the machine for like 40 minutes and I just wanted to keep going. I did not want to stop. 10 minutes later my trainer came out and told me to go home. And now I'm like, totally bugging out and anxious and I just want to keep exercising. I seriously just need to keep moving. My legs are bouncing right now. Dad won't let me go run at Water Dog because its dark out. But like, I didn't even cart ride at Safeway and I haven't put my thoughts on paper in like, over a month. I don't know whats happening to me right now.