Reno

Life is so boring here, but things are so....interesting.

I get pissed at things that don't matter, but I don't care about things that do.

I feel free, but incredibly trapped.

I feel alone, but not lonely.

I'm cheery, but not happy.

I'm excited, but apathetic.

I'm lazy, but restless.

I'm fond and loving, but growing extremely bitter.

I'm afraid of the room where she died, but I want to be in there whenever I'm at home.

I'm tired of books, but I'm going through them faster than I ever have before.

I hate life, but I feel blessed to be alive.