I don't wanna be your re-run.

I love you when you're serious.
That's for sure.
I love you when you're funny.
Not always.
I want to get closer to you,
But I'm afraid I'll become annoyed with your antics
And if that happens, I'll be her all over again.
I don't want that for us.
I really don't know what to do about you.
I would use my Boy Handbook,
But that handbook is your brain for me.
I'm scared, scared, scared.
This awkward tension has to go somewhere eventually.
Has it already gone somewhere without us realizing?
We already kinda act like we're in the beginning stages of being together.
I'm not even sure if that's what I want.
I really wish I could talk to you about this.
You'd probably tell me to do what feels right.
But I don't even know what would feel right.
I want for you to explain to me what I should do about this.
I'm so lost.

Draw me a map.