Poop

-Guilty pleasure
Sir Gaga


-Something that inspires you
Indie photography, Music. Poetry.

-The five songs you would have with you on a desert island and why

1. Sleep as performed by Chamber Choir (so i could get to sleep)
2. Snakes on a Place by Cobra Starship (so i could stay pumped to keep myself alive)
3. Stand By Me by Ben E King. (so i could remember to love)
4. The Gilligan's Island intro song (a must-have on a desert island)
5. La Vie Boheme (i'd have enough time to sit down and learn 100% of the words)

-What you imagine paradise to be like
A bookstore with an attached garden with hammocks to read in with a section of the garden isolated for meditation

-A thank you letter to someone who has changed your life
Mr. Grant, thank you for giving me that solo in the winter concert when I was in the 4th grade and giving me the encouragement to actually accept it when I was too afraid to. You taught me that music was something I could - and should do. It forever changed every aspect of my life. 
Thank you.

-Earliest thing you can remember
Hiding the pantry while playing Hide 'n' Seek so I could eat cookies while someone came to find me.


-Favorite cover of your favorite song
That jazzy chick that John sent me a video of singing Stand By Me.

-Someone you think would make a good president
Sue Sylvester. duh.

-Five things you want to see change

1. I want people to hate less and love more.
2. I want people to be accepted for their sexual orientations.
3. I want the world to be a place where people can follow their dreams without society telling them that it's a bad and irresponsible thing.
4. I want people to communicate better amongst each other.
5. I want "each other" to be one word.

-A dream you had this past week described in detail
All I remember is that I owned an intergalactic coffee shop and Legolas was a regular customer.
 -Favorite picture ever taken of yourself
The picture I took of myself just after I got my second hamster, Spunky, because my face was all messed up and awkward and it completely captures my personality at the time.

-Your favorite musical artist’s life story
Emmy Rossum.

-A memory that never fails to make you laugh
The party we had in our hotel room on the Ralston tour jamming to our renditions of Joe's solo.

-Best mashup you’ve ever heard
Confessions/Its My Life - The Glee Boys 
DUH

-A moment, phrase, or song that has changed your life the most. 
Its a toss up between my mom telling me she had cancer, and the song Come Together by the Beatles.

-Something that you want to do within the next five years.
Write a good song.

-What you want to be remembered for.
For loving like crazy.

-A picture that makes you feel
The picture of my mom from when she was 11.

-A passage from a book that has touched you
"The town was paper, but the memories were not." John Green, Paper Towns


"Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia. ... You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you'll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present." John Green, Looking for Alaska


"What is the point of being alive if you don't at least try to do something remarkable?"  John Green, An Abundance of Katherines


"What is an "instant" death anyway? How long is an instant? Is it one second? Ten? The pain of those seconds must have been awful as her heart burst and her lungs collapsed and there was no air and no blood to her brain and only raw panic. What the hell is instant? Nothing is instant. Instant rice takes five minutes, instant pudding an hour. I doubt that an instant of blinding pain feels particularly instantaneous."  Looking for Alaska


"When did we see each other face-to-face? Not until you saw into my cracks and I saw into yours. Before that, we were just looking at ideas of each other, like looking at your window shade but never seeing inside. But once the vessel cracks, the light can get in. The light can get out."  Paper Towns


"You know your problem, Quentin? You keep expecting people not to be themselves. I mean, I could hate you for being massively unpunctual and for never being interested in anything other than Margo Roth Spiegelman, and for, like, never asking me about how it's going with my girlfriend - but I don't give a shit, man, because you're you. My parents have a shit ton of black Santas, but that's okay. They're them. I'm too obsessed with a reference website to answer my phone sometimes when my friends call, or my girlfriend. That's okay, too. That's me. You like me anyway. And I like you. You're funny, and you're smart, and you may show up late, but you always show up eventually." Paper Towns


"...because you're only thinking they-might-not-like-me-they-might-not-like-me, and guess what? When you act like that, no one likes you."  Katherines


"It is so hard to leave - until you leave. And then it is the easiest goddamned thing in the world."  Paper Towns


"It is easy to forget how full the world is of people, full to bursting, and each of them imaginable and consistently misimagined."  Paper Towns


-A band that you immediately liked and the song that made you like them
The Beatles - Come Together

-Your favorite medium of art.
Words

-Someone you would give your life up for without question.
I would trade my life for my mom's in a second if I could.

-Most awkward first impression you feel you’ve ever given
My birth. That was a crazy ride.

-Something you did as a child that other people remember you for.
In Reno, I'm remembered for my extreme involvement in the music program.

-Something you would do if no one stopped you or if you knew you wouldn’t fail.
I don't really have an answer anymore.

-Your definition of love.
Love is feeling your heart race at the speed of light because they're in the same room as you, and having a smile be put on your face everytime you hear their voice. Its going to bed thinking about them, seeing them in your dreams, then having them be the first thing on your mind after you wake up. Its being totally pissed at them, but still wanting to grow old with them. Its sticking by them no matter what, and caring for them unconditionally. 

-Your definition of the meaning of life.
Following your heart, your dreams, and your passions.

-A moment you remember being completely happy in and a description of why you believe you were. what is your definition of happiness?
I was putting a glow-in-the-dark puzzle of a wizard together with my mom. We were drinking berry flavored mineral water (her favorite) and every time we would get a piece placed correctly, we would scream outrageous Tarzan war cries. We stayed there for 4 hours finishing the puzzle and then another hour moving it into my bathroom so we could it get all glowy. We didn't realize we had spent all day working on it. I remember not worrying about anything during one of the most worrisome times of my life and not wanting the day to end. That's why I think I was so happy. I was carefree and wishing for time to stop.

-What you live for.
Love.

-Ways you believe you have grown over the past thirty days.
I've regressed to a dark place, and realized where I went and made a gameplan to get out of that dark place. That's as far as I've gotten so far.